quarter life crisis

I’ve lived but have I 

Lived?

Where waspers buzz

and the grass is blue.

I’ve lived a thousand lives;

But somehow that’s not true.

I’ve been a kid

that played with mud,

but never have I

chased clout.

I’ve texted when I had

no minutes,

but somehow there is doubt.

I woke up this morning.

Lazily;

Tired and forlorn.

I drag myself around

this town,

but never am I bored.

I think I am 

a person?

but somehow I’m not sure…

I’ve lived but have I 

Lived?

in suburbs 

and crowded cities.

I’ve lived but have I 

Lived?

I’m only in my thirties.